Today marks a significant shift in my journey - the first day back at a traditional job after a rollercoaster period of pursuing my own business. The mix of excitement, apprehension, and a hint of fear is palpable as I step back into the world of scheduled work hours, meetings, and the familiar hum of office life. There's an undeniable surge of energy at the prospect of rejoining the workforce, yet a part of me is tethered to the dreams I've been nurturing on my own.
Over the past two decades, I dove headfirst into the entrepreneurial deep end, giving life to a venture I believed in. I envisioned a landscape brimming with potential, opportunities just waiting to be seized. However, reality painted a starkly different picture after Covid-19. Despite the relentless hustle, the business struggled to find its footing, to generate the income needed to sustain itself and me. I faced the tough decision many entrepreneurs encounter - the need to return to a conventional job to support myself and possibly funnel resources back into my business.
This period of headfirst commitment to my business wasn't fruitless, though. It was a rich tapestry of lessons learned, skills honed, and the sheer realization of what it means to chase a dream with everything you've got. But as events began to proliferate, attracting a crowd became increasingly formidable. It became clear that despite the allure of being the mastermind behind these events, the financial return just wasn't aligning with the effort and resources invested.
So here I am, standing on the precipice of this next chapter, heart brimming with a conglomerate of emotions. Going back to work feels like stepping into familiar territory, yet everything has changed. There's a renewed sense of purpose and a sharpened focus on what I want for my future. This isn't the end of my entrepreneurial aspirations but merely a strategic pivot. A pause, not a full stop. It's about embracing the journey, with all its twists and turns, knowing that each step, whether forward or backward, is moving me closer to my ultimate goals.
Navigating the return to work after pursuing your dreams can be daunting, but it's also filled with potential. This is a chance to rebuild, gather resources, and maybe when the time is right, give my business dreams another shot full-time with the wisdom and experience gained from this semi-sabbatical. It's a reminder that sometimes, to move forward, we need to take a slight step back, recalibrate, and then push onward with even greater vigor. Today isn't just a return to work; it's a pivot towards a future where those dreams that seem dormant are quietly taking shape, ready to bloom when the season is right.
"Today isn't just a return to work; it's a pivot towards a future where those dreams that seem dormant are quietly taking shape, ready to bloom when the season is right."
That really resonated with me Angie. I look forward to learning about how the new creative ideas blossom for you as you move into this new era. Your writing is lovely, and I love listening to you read it.
Hope your new job goes well Angie! I love your reflections here, and your honesty about what it takes to run a business and how sometimes it doesn't work out, for a whole host of reasons. This is something I don't see much of - the realities of the behind the scenes and how hard it can be. The way you explain your lessons learnt and how you are pivoting now is so refreshing and compassionate too ❤️.